last july 23, around 3am i heard a thug and faint cry. with only a dim light i sat up and looked at johann’s crib, he’s not there! the first thing i thought was 
that he climbed out of his crib. *~we added kse a 4-inch thick foam mattress to his crib~* then i remembered that earlier he woke up crying so i picked him up from his crib and let him sleep beside me in bed. i threw all the pillows he’s still not there. i checked the left side of the bed thank goodness he’s not there *~this side is higher than the other side~*. i checked the other side and he’s there lying quietly with his eyes open *~maybe he’s wondering what happened~* on top of a pillow, thank GOD. my son’s guardian angel came to the rescue that morning.
i never thought that this would happen to johann. mama always warned me about this. she’s scared that johann might fall on the left side of the bed. i told rudney about it, he was worried but i assured him that johann is okay. so that night, mama and my tita fixed our room. they put the foam mattress on the floor on the elevated side of the room and the bedframe on the lower side. i just borrowed my younger sisters’ foam for our bed in case johann climb on it *~which he actually did, he jumped on it and tried to reach the stand fan~*.
last saturday my uncle and cousin accompanied me to uratex in sfdm. i bought a 6-inch thick permahard foam mattress with cover. good thing they are on sale. i got the foam with cover, a basket *~for johann’s toys in our room~* and shower baskets for only 4000, i charged it all to my credit card *~sayang ang miles 
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now johann is free to roam around our room *~though its not yet fully child proofed~* . he loves jumping on the mattress, open the closets and remove his floor puzzle. good thing he can’t reach the door knob yet. which reminds me, i need to look for a stairway/door gate soon.
